QUOTES Love

:')

QUOTES Painful Things

They keep reminds me about the past. 

Yeah I'm smiling. 

But inside I'm crying.

Kamu tak tahu sakitnya ingat semula satu nama yang membuka cerita semalam.

Sakit semalam.

Tangis semalam.

Rindu semalam.

Sayang semalam.

Dan kenangan semalam.

QUOTES The Hardest Thing

But, we know sometimes letting go is the only way left.

Chance

I want to try something new. 

Looking forward for it! :D

Alone

This hurt a lot more than you can think of.

SAJAK: Jauh Kini

Duduk aku resah
Baring aku risau
Berdiri aku gelisah

Mana hilang damai
Mana pergi tenang
Mana?

Seperti tiada yang tertinggal
Setelah terjadi pincang semalam
Setelah itu.

Dekat tapi jauh.
Rapat tapi jauh.
Bicara tapi jauh.
Tertawa tapi jauh.

Kalau kuimbas potret semalam
Mahukah kau
menemani dudukku
menemani baringku
menemani aku?

Melangkah aku resah
merenung aku risau
menunggu aku gelisah

meninggalkan aku retak.

Entri FAMILY: How lucky I am!

I miss them. Like every seconds. 

Mama, Papa, Icha, Sisters and brothers.

And I thank God I have this family here,

who share laughs, tears, problems, jokes, loves, and meaningful moments while I am here.

I love you.

Lyeen, Moriss, Rabi, Tracey, Jaelle, Apik, Memiey, Eva, Akmal, Izzat, Zul, Hafiz, Suri, Aida, Helora, Ainsyah, Joy, Syuhada.

Thanks God, I found them in this life.

Beautiful, lovely, and wonderful people.

I guess I'm lucky to be given this kind of life.

Surrounded by families and friends.

Full of loves! :')

I LOVE YOU GOD!

Entry BFF : Memories

I want to treasure the friendship as much as I can, 'cause I knew that I'll be a sober missing all the moments in the years ahead.

Everything will be a memories. We'll cry for the old days, wishing we can turn back time to the minutes we are laughing, arguing, teasing each other, pairing our friends with random people, watching movies, singing with all our might, sulking, lending an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on whenever our friends feel down, and all the other moments.

We will regret all the plans that we planned but never worked out. 

We will regret all the mean things we did, or we say.

All the ignorance, the egos, the hatred, the painful things we left in our dearest friend's memory.

But the most painful thing that we'll wish we can re-do is the moments with our very best of friend.

I wish we can go back to a few months before today, 

so that I'll able to change a few things in our friendship.

So that until the end, 

the moments you had with me won't give you a heart-ache.

I love you bestie.

Until today, I thought by acting like this I'll able to protect you from all the episode of

broken heart, crying silently at night, feeling like

you are alone.. 

I guess I just don't know how to be a good friend.

I'm sorry for the hard time you had because of me.

BFF, let's be a BFF 'till the end.

*nanges*

Mirrors - Justin Timberlake (Boyce Avenue feat. Fifth Harmony cover)

Aren't you somethin' to admire 
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror 
And I can't help but notice 
You reflect in this heart of mine 
If you ever feel alone and 
The glare makes me hard to find 
Just know that I'm always 
Parallel on the other side 

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul 
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go 
Just put your hand on the glass 
I'm here tryin' to pull you through 
You just gotta be strong 

I don't wanna lose you now 
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me 
The vacancy that sat in my heart 
Is a space that now you hold 
Show me how to fight for now 
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy 
Comin' back into you once I figured it out 
You were right here all along 

It's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me 
I couldn't get any bigger 
With anyone else beside me 
And now it's clear as this promise 
That we're making 
Two reflections into one 
Cause it's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me 

Aren't you somethin', an original 
Cause it doesn't seem really as simple 
And I can't help but stare, cause 
I see truth somewhere in your eyes 
I can't ever change without you 
You reflect me, I love that about you 
And if I could, I 
Would look at us all the time 

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul 
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go 
Just put your hand on the glass 
I'm here tryin' to pull you through 
You just gotta be strong 

I don't wanna lose you now 
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me 
The vacancy that sat in my heart 
Is a space that now you hold 
Show me how to fight for now 
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy 
Comin' back into you once I figured it out 
You were right here all along 

It's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me 
I couldn't get any bigger 
With anyone else beside me 
And now it's clear as this promise 
That we're making 
Two reflections into one 
Cause it's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me 

Yesterday is history 
Tomorrow's a mystery 
I can see you lookin' back at me 
Keep your eyes on me 
Baby, keep your eyes on me 

I don't wanna lose you now 
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me 
The vacancy that sat in my heart 
Is a space that now you hold 
Show me how to fight for now 
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy 
Comin' back into you once I figured it out 
You were right here all along 

It's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me 
I couldn't get any bigger 
With anyone else beside me 
And now it's clear as this promise 
That we're making 
Two reflections into one 
Cause it's like you're my mirror 
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me 

You are, you are the love of my life [x10] 

Baby, you're the inspiration for this precious song 
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on 
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone 
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home 
Just to let you know, you are 

You are, you are the love of my life [x8] 

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you 
My reflection, in everything I do 
You're my reflection and all I see is you 
My reflection, in everything I do 

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

Something About December - Christina Perri

Lights around the tree 
Mama's whistling 
Takes me back again 
There's Something bout' December 

We're hanging mistletoe 
And hoping that it snows 
I close my eyes and then 
I can still remember 
How to get back, home 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart 

Who really needs a gift 
When love is meant to give 
I can still recall 
Carry with me always 
Every Christmas dream 
They live in you and me 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart 

Lights around the tree 
Mama's whistling 
Takes me back again 
There's Something bout' December 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart

Forgiving and Forgeting

To forgive you, I did it a long time ago.

But to forget you, I don't know how.

Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko - Stay

All along it was a fever

A cold sweat hot-headed believer

I threw my hands in the air, said "Show me something"

He said "If you dare, come a little closer"

Round, and around, and around

And around we go

Oh-Oh now, tell me now, tell me now

Tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way, I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living

It's not just something you take, it's given

Round, and around, and around

And around we go

Oh-Oh now, tell me now, tell me now

Tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way, I want you to stay

Ooh, Ooh-Ooh the reason I hold on

Ooh, Ooh-Ooh 'cause I need this hole gone

Funny you're the broken one

But I'm the only one who needed saving

'Cause when you never see the lights

It's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay, Hey-Hey, Hey

Stay, Aye-Aye-Aye-Aye

I want you to stay, Ooh-Ooh

Paramore - The Only Exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart and I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore

That she would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling,

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable distance

And up until now I've sworn to myself

That I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well you are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning

When you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Fun - Carry On

Well I woke up to the sound of silence 
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight 
And I found you with a bottle of wine 
Your head in the curtains 
And heart like the Fourth of July 

You swore and said 
We are not 
We are not shining stars 
This I know 
I never said we are 

Though I've never been through hell like that 
I've closed enough windows 
To know you can never look back 

If you're lost and alone 
Or you're sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 

Carry on, carry on 

So I met up with some friends 
At the edge of the night 
At a bar off 75 
And we talked and talked 
About how our parents will die 
All our neighbours and wives 

But I like to think 
I can cheat it all 
To make up for the times I've been cheated on 
And it's nice to know 
When I was left for dead 
I was found and now I don't roam these streets 
I am not the ghost you want of me 

If you're lost and alone 
Or you're sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 

Woahhh 
My head is on fire 
But my legs are fine 
Cause after all they are mine 
Lay your clothes down on the floor 
Close the door 
Hold the phone 
Show me how 
No one's ever gonna stop us now 

Cause we are 
We are shining stars 
We are invincible 
We are who we are 
On our darkest day 
When we're miles away 
So we'll come 
We will find our way home 

If you're lost and alone 
Or you're sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 

Carry on, carry on